Pop! goes the Heart.
Teringat ku teringat
Pada janjiMu ku terikat
Hanya sekejap ku berdiri
Kulakukan sepenuh hati
Peduli ku peduli
Siang dan malam yang berganti
Sedihku ini tak ada arti
Jika Kaulah sandaran hati
Kaulah sandaran hati
Sandaran hati
Now,i'm beginning to feel guilty.
everything's going the wrong way.
erps.
I miss the old times.
I miss You and the other You.
It's useless coming online anymore.
Cos We're not talking.
It's useless waiting for late phonecalls,
cos it's never You but another soul.
so,tell me.
what's happening.
I'm sorry i cant lie.
I want time to reverse itself back.
The good,old times.
Pretty please.
Mengapa bila tidak bertemu;
Masih di fikiran
Pertama mata bertemu
Di hati terasa
Oh debaran cinta
Keayuan wajahmu
Merdunya suara
Kini tinggal oh kenangan
Hingga ke akhirnya
So I didn't come to school today uh huh.
Woke up as usual only to realise i have an omfgoodnessly throbbing headache.
Once i stood up,my head went spinning like there's no end.
Once i walked,i walked like some drunkard (according to mommy)
So,since i'm unwell i didn't come to school.
But yeap,i do realise that i missed the peacehaven trip as well as two freaking periods of higher malay (!!!)
How sad,aye ):
And now i have no absolute idea why the doc wrapped my head.
I look like some person experiencing uhm,comma? Heh.
and mommy has been calling up more than thrice today.
Rawrs,why are they so worried.It's just an effing headache man.
I.can.take.care.of.myself.
Plus,i wanted to go out so badly to go and uhm,watch the rugby match.
it's between acsi and uwc,under14 cdivision.
boohoo,so much for being sick.
My immune system's kinda weak this year,no idea why though.
okay 25th is coming,i need a company of a babe and a dude.
I think i know who to ask for.
anyway i'm missing so many people.
aww,coolshitzzz.
Anyway,i heard acjc's gonna have a production soon?
i feel like going for this one.
But it seems so uhm,longgggg )):
alright nvm nvm,
and ooh,Patrick my dumbass is back in Singapore from s h o p p i n g. -.-
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
All the layouts doesnt seem to attract me in any way.
How sad ):
Okay moving on,
i think nazryn is crazy in the head (hahaha)
He said he wants to kill his brother sometimes.
Insane dude la that one.
Oh well,understandable.
Acsi dude what. Cheyyy.
Haha,ok i'll post soon.
anyway i got 2 cute pictures.HEE.
AYE!!!
livejournal's done.'cept for the skin have yet to be upgraded.
For now it's cute boxes.
I wonder why there isnt any circles.AH,ADORABLES x)
okay so get from me my url alright.
if you know me well you'll know where to find me.
Url has sth gt to do with my new email.Go figure.
actually that new email is just like extra account.
I'll officially use it when I think everything has retuned to normal.
maybe this is my last post here.
i'm leaving blogger,omg how sad.
but aye,i wont leave the taggieboard yeap (:
Don't anyone come to me and ask if i'm okay.
Cos it's freaking obvious i'm not.
And i shall not post anth long from now on.
I.got.no.life.k.thanks.
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you know what
i think i'm moving to livejournal soon.
yeap,ask me for my webby if you wanna know.
si cantik rupawan;
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IMANNNN,AKU GERAM LA SIAK SEH.
saya masih tak puas hati.
Hati ini tak tenteram,awak faham tak?
saya geram giler macam kepala nak putos.
Kenapalah hidop penuh dgn asam garam
Leceh to the max, aku tak suke!
Tak cool langsung,ada faham?
Tarik balik lidah awak la cepat.
Dalam cahaya dikau menjelma
Kau hilang dalam gembira
Membuatkan ku terluka
Manis senyum mu bak puteri
Bumi kenyalang yang menawan
Termimpi-mimpi ku mencari
Siapa si cantik rupawan.
Kau biarkan ku tersiksa
Menagih cintamu yang rahsia
Memberi makna segalanya
kau cantik tapi berbisa
Indah rupa mu tak terkata
Dek renungan sinar mata
okay so today was spent rather fruitfully.
I seriously mugged for science,baybeh:D
ah, i feel safer now.
3 more to go, 3 more to go.
I can do this, Ah huh Ah huh (:
Chatted with liyana
about hahaha how crescent influence us alot.
and we agreed on one point,deducing that:
1. people who are trying to get over eyecandyism are emokids.
2. people who managed to get over eyecandyim are confirmed,plus chop happy kids.
yo!, it's true man.
typical story lah, what to do.
k difrnt ppl have been appearing in my dream.
This is freakeh!
Even Fadilah that Ondehondeh also appear o.0"
Thanks for the memories
Eventhough they weren't so great.
i'm hooked to that song.
this is crap,i did shit.
ah,now i'm done.
aye,aku taknak la.
kebabai betol siak,tsk (!!!)
I need to rant.
But Not to Nasuha.
That woman will just say "merepek"
-.-" -.-"
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Can You read my mind?
Get over it,I have to anyway.
But it's hard.
It's just hard to let it go.
Enough said,this is heart-wrenching.
I am trying my best to move on with life.
Aiya,this is plain shit.
Might as well i dont post cos apparently my posts all sound emo.
whattheheck aje.
But it's hard.
Crap.
I'm trying to listen to the lyrics of imran ajmain's songs,yet again.
The lyrics are helping,but certain songs remind me of stuffs i'm supposed to get over with.
I know my world is like some make-believe world.
eh hahaha sometimes i feel like a foooool yknow.
Cos welllll,i'm dwelling over stuffs that i shouldnt have even make myself involve in the first place.
But aye,this is hard.
I'm trying to get over it.
okay,move on.
I think Adilah is funny.
When i say funny,i mean real funny.
Hilarious woman ah that one.
Whenever we sms each other,she'll type out sth that will make me completely lost over what she's trying to say.
Make me sound so slow in digressing your jokes only right,TSK!
Aye,but all's fine cos well,i'll always somehow end up bullying her.
:D:D:D
okay,i sound mean,but no i'm not okay.
And haha i shall make her perform for deeparaya concert.
Next year,next year!! Cos this year will be her o's.
HAHA,funnyfunny! (:
anyway,
haha i still dont know if i shld give up eyecandying.
people say i should,but i'm in a state of hesitant.
okay i am a happy kid.For this moment.
My phone's with me.and i'm smsing.
With someone who i havent seen for ages(!!!) (days,actually)
:DHEE<3!
(it's 340pm now)
and aye,guess what.
I met Rizal for a short while just now.
He told me Mommy got hospitalized. :O :O :O
(Note:Mommy is HIS mother)
roars,bye(:
HAHA,i just realise my post is contradicting.
Sekejap emo,sekejap enthu.
As quoted from iman,"Frust ah hidop!"
:O :< /: D:
eh haha i want kelas bahasa melayu lanjutan kembali berlangsung secara biasa.
Rindu ah itu kelas :D:D:D:D
which further reminds me of bahas,
SYAHIRAH SYG! YOK BAHAS:D
MINTAK CIKGU NAK?
AH, AKU TAK SABAR SEH <3
But aye, i have to move on lah huh.
Cos ultimately, i wont be marrying you what.
So yelah heh, lupakan sahaja sudah.
Buat siak aje,aku buang mase tertunggu-tunggu untuk dier,tapi atlast putus asa.
Kan tak masok akal,ape sak.
Buat patah hati aje, aku yang rugi.Bukan dier.
(omg,how mat-ish can i sound?)
-.-"
my stupid damn fucking annoying sister is pissing me like some lunatic.
Leave me alone la damnit shit.
AH AKU GERAM.
and i want to cut my damnit hair.
father's objecting,aye why the hell la.
I'm just cutting right!
Bukannya aku nak jadi butch sey.wtheck only /:
It's like hahaha we're slacking throughout the day like in the state of flux gitu seh.
But aye aye, i managed to do some revisions on urh literature and tiny weeny bit of mathematics.
Ah huh Ah huh, sense of accomplishment :D
Puas hati aku babe! x)
didnt have higher malay today,
cos wellll even cikgu isnt coming for lessons.
So yeap,went to the juniors class to ask sabrina out.
and oh,i'm supposed to see someone to talk to her abt some stuffs.
But oh well, we didnt meet cos of again,some stuffs.
So we sms-ed and i am so bloody fucking shocked of the news i thought was just some stupid thing playing in my head
When actually it's real.
And i am so heartbroken.
on hindside,i am still in love with bahasa melayu laaaaa.
LIKE YAY HEY.
BAHASA MELAYU GEREK TERLALU BANYAK.
anw,i feel like i wanna give up on eyecandying.
asdfghjkl.
Aku jadi Rindu,
Bagaimana pula dengan dirimu.
Ah damn fucked up,
Gosh, i really should stop swearing nowadays heh.
So, i guess life’s kinda not screwed already.
Eh,wait! ‘cept for a few stuffs,to be exact.
But damnit manxz,I don’t give a shit out of it already.
Cos i managed to figure out that nothing i’ll do can change it.
So heck,buat bodoh sua.
(omg,unsur-unsur kemat-an) –grins at syahirah(:
Excuse the language there.
Okay so on Monday,
School as usual.
Guess what!
Hahaha fadhil,fadhil!
Tsk betul la.
Sya! Tak sangka heh,aku pro dan lovable sangat sampaikan adelah hamba allah tu terfikir-fikir pasal aku dan akhirnya menyebabkan diri sendiri terjatuh.
HAHAHA :D:D:D
Siaper ah,siaper ah! –nudgenudge.
AKU COOL,AKU TAU. ((:
Eh i feel like typing this whole post in malay.
Hahaha okay nvm,i shall refrain myself from doing that.
Stayed back at school till 330 around there with syahirah
And we talked about some stuffs, plus (hahaha) bahas.
Cool or cool?
Bahas is awesome okay,really.
I wanna bahas sometime soon.
But before that we need exposure first.
I had exposure,just that nak asahkan lagi ah.
Bile dah asah betul-betul sampai tajam,baru best kan!
Baru menjadi!
AH MELAYU TERLALU GEREK,
AKU CINTA MELAYU! :D
Okay anyway,Rizal sent me an email
A combined pictures of myself he took at his phone.
Hahaha,sorry dude.
Nasi dah jadi bubor.Heh.
But aye,we’re still friends alright.
:D