Hello
I love my Bee (:
Enough said.
Yesterday was fun.
Went with Nasuha and Sabrina.
Met sya and bestie there.
Too bad Bee couldn't come.
I saw Di,Feena and Lena there!
Their performance are so Awesomez i tell you!
And i am deeply in love with the dikir.
They're so good i must say.
And i saw some of the ymc seniors there.
hahaha someone look dashing.
Right,cia? haha!
I've been chatting alot with Ahmad lately.
Not the Ahmad from VS but the RI guy instead.
okay he's a nice person to talk to.
hahaha we moved on alot luh please and it's super quick.
Plus,we're sms-ing too.
(:
Anyway anyway,
I miss Matt la shit seyyyy /:
and i found this love quote:
Love is like war,
Easy to begin but hard to end.
school's today is like (ha-ha-ha) damn lame -.-
cos there's pbl luhhhhh D:
Oh,I'm intending to send sth to berita harian!
Dont laugh okay,i really wanna send it.
Cos later,those who send their stuffs to the berita harian will all meet tgt :D
haha i have no idea why i'm enthusiastic over this :X
okay bye!
Patrick didnt come t school today! (Grr)
Say Yay! and Uh-oh! /:
Went to sch with bestie.
tralalala saw alot of people on the way.
School was as slack as possible.
I felt damn stress free.
Like way more than the feeling i got after exams.
The weather was like woooo,cooling mmhmm.
Higher Malay's the Best!
Crapped like Heavenly loads.
Ooh,Someone spoilt my day.
Right in the morning at the parade sq.
Damn You!
You dont need to talk bad about me in ur language,
cos like Damn! I know what ure saying.
Yknow,i could have recorded whatever You said.
I know I'm not such an angel.
I do admit, at times i made mistakes that i myself dont even realise.
C'mon man,I'm a Human.
Bound to make mistakes alright.
But please,Do have your limits.
I know i appear to be like so goddamn oblivious to wtv you said.
But omagad,Stop it! Just stop it!
Cos it's so sickening for me to keep on tolerating Your damn nonsense.
It's so agitating for me to pretend that i dont know You're talking abt me.
I mean like seriously,
Did i find fault with You?
No,i didnt alright.
So,what's Your damn shitassified problem.
Eff off please,oh please!
Adilah called yesterday.
And we talked about XXXXXXX
Heh hoo,uh-oh!
We didnt go out for any outing this holiday,PFFT!
Anyway,
Young Minds was fun yesterday.
Went there with Awesome Company: Nasuha&Iman
Got released at around 540pm.
Met up with Sugarpie&Bestie at Braddell station.
Took the train,went back home tgt.
Cos i want to have a really true love,
Never will have to give You up.
Forever and Ever,
We could be Playmates and keep LoveSecrets
(:
anyone wanna follow?
I'm gonna drag my girlfie along hohoho!
The ruggers got match luh,
and Sugarpie asked me to go.
So,i'm going.
anyway,
life's too good to be described now.
I'm loving it,baybeh!
:D
I don’t like little annoying kiddo brats.
They don’t know how to wait for luch.
They’re asking me to cook, so impatient.
I wanna talk online right,bodoh sey!
Only know how to complain!
Go and masak sendiri la,wth only.
Hello Bloggie,
I'm a Happy Kid (:
I quote Sugarpie,
"Haha no problem.Lets put it this way
You are more important than myself being happy."
:D
ANDAND!
Sugarpie has the same msn nick as me.
Cos I'm his Sugarpie too (:
(Refer to upmost sentence)
<3!
BYE! :D
I know i haven't been blogging for like days already.
Well,I'm lazy thats why :X
Anyway,I love my virtual msn life.
Alot of reasons to this.
:D
Oh!
Matt messaged me saying he's back from Perth.
Hello Matt,I miss you like aww.
Hello Naz,I miss you like aww too.
Social's life going great,
but life at home is like urgh.
Mommy wanted to confiscate my hp ytd.
She came back home from work and moodswinged,please oh please.
It annoys me so much.
And she thinks i have a boyfriend now and tells daddy that i'm having one now.
Yeah right,I dont freaking have one boyfie now please
So stop annoying me with rubbish suspicions.
And yes,dont take my privacy away.PFFT.
I miss Matt,Naz,Haziq,Girlfie and Adilah!
(:
i made quite a number of new friends lately.
lets see:
Zul(acsi),Naz(acsi),Matt(acsi),Haziq(vs),Hafidz(vs),Sarah(mgs)
okay haha i only remember their names.
still got somemore.
on hindside,
i'm pretty much worried for someone after reading her blog.
I dont know whats happening in her life lately.
and after reading that part,i teared abit cos i know something's not right.
the tagboard tells all.
Dearest pretty lady,we have to catch up on stuffs.
I miss you.
talking about missing people,
I miss Mr Awesome (hahaha)
:D
Bukan mudah untukku lupakan.
Yesterday was bad,
the worst out of any incident this year.
I quarreled with Bestie,yes that guy.
(Don't ask who.For me to know,for you to find out)
I actually can bring alot of stuffs into this blog.
But i shall not,cos it involves someone's dignity inside.
I cried alot when we quarreled.
Cos we're quarreling over sth that shouldn't have happened.
I'm sorry,but I'm so sick and tired of giving in everytime and everything to ---
But yet,I'm still giving in.Why Oh Why!
I also dont get it why i'd rather see other ppl happy
than to make myself happy.
The feeling just suck the hell out of me.
The quarrel shouldn't have even happened.
Cos bestie's leaving.
And yesterday,
I was lying on my bed thinking hard about what happened.
And my aunt happened to come into my room silently
and she suddenly ask,"apasal muke cramp?ok tak?Macam frust aje"
I gave her a plain smile and denied.
So she went away with a nod in her head.
Then,later at night.
Mommy suddenly asked why I'm so different that night.
She asked if it's because of Rizal. (urgh,out of so many ppl HIM /:)
I gave her this kinda (-.-) look and said no.
So,what does this shows?
I'll let you be the judge.
Bestie,I hate you but i just cant hate you.
I love you and I hate you.
Cos loathe and lust work together.
I dont knw what to say,what to do.
Looking at the card thats meant for you just make me cry.
And the best part is,i cant bring myself to see you.
Hati saya telah dirobek-robek.
I've listened to so many malay songs lately.
And the ones that i listened to yesterday,
the lyrics are all talking about whats happening.
Urgh,get me out of this hell please.
Semakin berputik perasaan ini
Air mata menjadi saksinya
Yesterday went all bad 'cept for the talking part with Nasuha.
AND OH SHIT I CRACKED MY TPC'S SPEAKER!!!
Night was worse as I broke down cos of something.
Only one person knows about this and i hope you hold on to your words please.
Actually,i've never broke down about matters concerning that ever before.
Maybe once,but it hardly have tears involving my sleeping time.
I was exceptionally emotionally sensitive yesterday,at night to be more specific.
I'm confused,stuck and i have this feeling of self-guilty.
I dont know if what i'm doing is right.
I dont know if i should tell You the answers to Your qsns ytd.
serba salah.
But this huge part of me is telling me to give in.
On the other hand,the small part of me is bugging me to let myself win.
This is irritating,i cannot think!(yesterday)
Then,i made up my mind.
I saw sth somewhere,and my heart sank.
I knew i hafta give in.Heh
Nasuha! Whats happening to me! D:
But i still rmmbr this msn nick i had a few days back ago,
which bestie and me made tgt:
I dare to lie,just to secretly love
It's in between the lines,it resembles my life.
I dont make random nicks,i make relevant ones.
ok i feel like crap.urgh
I want to talk to someone but i dont know who to.
Actually there would be someone who i can talk to,
but we're talking no more.
At times,i just wish we could bring the old days back.
But it's mostly impossible cos of you know what.
If only i have the guts to perfect things out.Heh
On a lighter note,i have school tmr(!!!!!!)
*flashes smile*
Today is boringggg-g!
Cos Mr Awesome isnt online at all.
i wanna talk la D:
so yesterday was yet another typical holi-day.
Every other day's almost the same.
'Cept for stuffs that came in my life lately and (hopefully) will stay :D
Ah,I am a happy kid.See me SMILE :D :D :D :D
Someone knows why,ahemahem haha.
I remembered I was talking to Zul online,
and he suddenly went offline. Like poof!
I was shattered,please oh please (haha)
Cos I know he need to go and he just went off without saying bye or wtv.
Shattered,okay Shattered.
Then a few mintues later,
Zul appeared online again.
But by then,i haveta go already.
When i was about to sign out,He opened convo.
Apologising cos he suddenly went offline teeeheeee :D
Then we both signed out,heh heh.
Approximately around an hour later,
I switched on my phone andandAND i realised Zul the Awesome sms-ed me.
hahaha,i am shocked like some woah.
Then,we continued sms-ing each other till about 10 pm.
and we did the same thing again like on msn.
Wished each other goodnight,
and went to sleep at the same time.
SAY YAY ZUL'S NICE :D
it seems like i've known him for so long but actually,He's just a new friend.
oh,and me and Naz were like cracking our brains ytd trying to find emo-love nicks tgt hahaha.
nutty ppl oopzxs.
okay and I MISS NASUHA LAAAAA D:
come back soon,okay lovely sister
i got thousand of things to tell you.
I GOT ALOT TO BLOG OKAY
BUT NVM,I KEEP IT TO MYSELF :D
and cia the gf,haha i'm gatal?
maybe i am.But must be cos You passed them to me hahahaha :D
Baby you got what I need
Try to sleep I haven't slept, try to eat I forget
Shit where's your number hope that's the one I kept
Now we just met and I suspect I might just love you
Well you can bet I'm mad thinkin of you, don't want to trouble you
Song lyrics (:
edit//
haha little kids are such brats i so swear.
their friendship conflicts are so damn lame.
I swear like screaming some sense up into their head.
Went online early today.
talked and crapped with Naz.
He came out with this quote,
"i draw hearts to feel love" Cool right!
hahaha,he's gg nuts.
We've been talking abt ppl falling in love lately,
plus ppl breaking up and all.
Andandand ppl not abling to get the one who he/she loves cos that person loves another person.
Love,it's a complicated game. heh
Then,he went offline.
Zul came online (:
Hahaha,this guy is so hilarious i swear.
my lil cuzn stepping pandai cakap english.
terketar-ketar dia nak cakap,nonsense betul! lol.
i cant wait to fall in love with You.
hahaha i swear Zul's damn ahhhhhh(:
So everything nice.hahaha
I asked him if he will sleep the time i ask him to?
and he said yes,and Well,he really did.
Aww,he's Awesome i tell you.
New friend,You're cool. Dingin ah,dingin :D
The cute thing is that he did wtv i ask him to.
Like to move from his living room to his bed in the bedroom.
Then,wished goodnight and signed out tgt.
hahaha cute acsi dude.
chey,jgn kembang eh :D
edit//
haha i found a new nice friend.
The name's Hafizul.
And we talked till past midnight.
Cool or cool?
anyway,i know i'm a good person la Zul.
:D
hafizul - haiz...its so tough says:
im trying not to be
hafizul - haiz...its so tough says:
and ppl like ehem kinda encourage some more
Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta says:
ehem?
Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta says:
u got gf eh?
hafizul - haiz...its so tough says:
no lah
hafizul - haiz...its so tough says:
as in
hafizul - haiz...its so tough says:
ehem = YOU!
hafizul - haiz...its so tough says:
haha
hafizul - haiz...its so tough says:
relax
Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta says:
haha who?
Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta says:
me?
hafizul - haiz...its so tough says:
haha you
hafizul - haiz...its so tough says:
yes
i swear i was so bored throughout the whole of yesterday.
Thanky god,there's Nazryn online.
So,We both crapped like no one's business.
TEEHEEHEEEE :D
I don't like MuhdNazryn cos he plays sarcasms with me D:
LOL!
haha,and i made a song out of his name.
See,i'm too bored i tell you.
And he admitted I'm pro.
Chey cheyyy :D 6/4/2007 4:30:39 PM Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta nazryn ; kau tercipta untukku (: eh ahahaha see ah 6/4/2007 4:30:52 PM Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta nazryn ; kau tercipta untukku (: sing this song to the satu satu tune 6/4/2007 4:30:58 PM Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta nazryn ; kau tercipta untukku (: satu,satu Nazryn is a fool. Dua,dua dia suka bully boohoo Tigatiga,dia seorang penipu.Satu dua tiga,Nazryn selalu tersipu-sipu. :D 6/4/2007 4:31:10 PM Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta nazryn ; kau tercipta untukku (: im too bored i came out with a song 6/4/2007 4:31:14 PM Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta nazryn ; kau tercipta untukku (: pro or what? 6/4/2007 4:31:15 PM Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta nazryn ; kau tercipta untukku (: :D 6/4/2007 4:31:23 PM nazryn ; kau tercipta untukku (: Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta haha, yeah 6/4/2007 4:31:27 PM nazryn ; kau tercipta untukku (: Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta pro, pro 6/4/2007 4:31:36 PM Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta nazryn ; kau tercipta untukku (: Chey thank you thank you 6/4/2007 4:31:41 PM Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta nazryn ; kau tercipta untukku (: -bows vigorously 6/4/2007 4:31:42 PM Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta nazryn ; kau tercipta untukku (: hahaha
hahaha,idiots who camwhore :D
let the words speak for themselves.
