Sunday, June 10, 2007

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Yesterday went all bad 'cept for the talking part with Nasuha.
AND OH SHIT I CRACKED MY TPC'S SPEAKER!!!
Night was worse as I broke down cos of something.
Only one person knows about this and i hope you hold on to your words please.
Actually,i've never broke down about matters concerning that ever before.
Maybe once,but it hardly have tears involving my sleeping time.
I was exceptionally emotionally sensitive yesterday,at night to be more specific.

I'm confused,stuck and i have this feeling of self-guilty.
I dont know if what i'm doing is right.
I dont know if i should tell You the answers to Your qsns ytd.
serba salah.
But this huge part of me is telling me to give in.
On the other hand,the small part of me is bugging me to let myself win.
This is irritating,i cannot think!(yesterday)
Then,i made up my mind.
I saw sth somewhere,and my heart sank.
I knew i hafta give in.Heh
Nasuha! Whats happening to me! D:


But i still rmmbr this msn nick i had a few days back ago,
which bestie and me made tgt:
I dare to lie,just to secretly love
It's in between the lines,it resembles my life.
I dont make random nicks,i make relevant ones.

ok i feel like crap.urgh
I want to talk to someone but i dont know who to.
Actually there would be someone who i can talk to,
but we're talking no more.
At times,i just wish we could bring the old days back.
But it's mostly impossible cos of you know what.
If only i have the guts to perfect things out.Heh

On a lighter note,i have school tmr(!!!!!!)
*flashes smile*